your-future-sweetheart

alc0h0l:

It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go.

your-future-sweetheart
It’s nights like these when everyone has stopped talking and has fallen asleep. Where I no longer have something distracting me from myself. Where sleep doesnt seem reachable, and I’m too awake to tell. It’s nights like these where I think too much. Where I listen for that one sound I long to hear but it doesn’t happen. Where my tears hit my pillow and I remember so much. It’s night like these where I miss everything and everyone. Where I wonder if things could be different. Where I wish I could dream of a better tomorrow. It’s nights like these where I whisper your name. Where I hope you’re thinking about me. Where I wonder if you wonder too. It’s nights like these.
Nights Like These (me)
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You are the only person I want to talk to everyday. I want to wake up and turn to see your sleeping face. I want to stay in bed and cuddle for as long as possible. Take showers together, get dressed together, brush our teeth. I want to drive each other’s cars just because. Let’s go out for brunch or breakfast before work. I want date nights and random trips to random places. I want movies on the couch and baking and cooking together. I want 2am can’t sleep confessions and 5pm I’m exhausted from this life fights. I want your attitude and I want intellectual conversations at 8pm over a good book. I want 10pm sex till we fall asleep and then 3am sex when the insomnia is at it’s peak. I don’t want perfection. I don’t want a fairytale. All I want is you. Because even if all things are going bad, and the whole world is crumbling around us. None of that matter if I have my best friend by my side.
M. Soles (via maybeimamess)